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Bachi ka Janamdin : Revisited

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Dear Bachi, I am really astonished how the time passes by, Yesterday I guess, I was concerned how to celebrate your birthday , what all to buy ? Time is travelling with speed of light, I guess, ooh please don't fly, My little angel who stills behave like a kid, is soon going to marry her guy. What should I give you in return ? The fun and the memories we had, I can't pay for them, I need more to earn, Some things are Priceless in life, thanks Sweetheart for making me this learn, Life for you, till now has not been a bed of roses, but above all you took a turn. What I worry about is the time coming ahead, Without your help at every step of my life, I will be almost dead, "You won't change ever for me", I hope you remember what you said, I wish the new person coming in your life, loves you forever, fulfils all your dreams, not just the regular wine and bread. Your brother is becoming old & will need you at every stage of his life, I won't change the way we a...

Bauji humare :)

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  Dear Dad, It has been quite a while, Numerous memories I have to compile, When people ask me who am I? What is my profile? The very thought of yours, being the reason for my existence, brings a sweet smile. I know I can't even Thank you for what you did for me, People say it was your responsibility, how could you flee? But the only reason behind wherever I stand today, I can see, It's your trust and faith, believe me Dad, the only key. Feelings and emotions, I have a lot to share, Coming are my days, and I promise you, I will take care, God bless you tons, keep you delighted and happy, with Mom, long live the pair, I wish you a great year ahead, no gifts this time, only I can send prayers. I can feel a special bond with you when I am far away, Can we get back the good old time please, how much should I pay? The days when I was there with you, afraid to talk to you, away I used to stay, I had a lot to share with you, the only problem was how to say. Bauji, be the same you have...

Jashn-e-Janamdin ❤️

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Dear Makkhi, Janamdin Mubarak ho aapko... " Baatein bahut hai batane ko, Vo lamhe tumhe phir se yaad dilane ko, Anjane se ban gaye hai hum dono, sabko dikhane ko, Kas ek mauka rab ne aur diya hota tumhe paane ko..." My heartiest wishes on your birthday Miss Makkhi. Sorry no poem, no article this year, I think my prayers, love and blessings for you will be always the same. Stay Blessed and Happy. Wishing you a great year ahead.  https://youtu.be/gMsL7tZWsR0 Your's Michael Shivang :)

Unposted Letter - A tribute to YOU Sirji :)

  Dear Shishir Sir, It has been quite a long time, People in the staff room are searching for partner in crime, We talk about you and we end up with no words sometime, A person who was ever ready to do work all the time, the house of enzyme. Where did you go brother? leaving us all alone, No calls, No messages, don't ever you see your phone? I can understand your pain and the toughness to manage this zone, But it was you who taught us to smile even in distress, a way we have all grown. There is no way left out to reach you now other than missing you, A calm and composed soul, infact in everyone's view, The ship has become weak my friend, we lost a major memeber of the crew, I don't know much about you, just that I lost a good friend, an ever helping colleague and a great soul close to me and that is true. Where ever you are, hope you are fine, You, your presence and your soul, will always be there and shine, Can't we meet anyday soon, over a cup of tea or dine? I am rea...

Brothers are Life Savior :)

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Dear Behena, This post is a tribute to you on this SPECIAL day. First of all wishing you a "HAPPY RAKSHABANDHAN". So as told according to Hindu Mythology, this festival marks importance in every brother-sister life where the brother takes the responsibility of protecting his sister against all the odds and evil and promises to be as her protector forever.  Why you had to change this definition for me? Thanks to you first of all for being more than a sister to me. Thanks for making Cricket as your favorite spare time sport. Thanks for playing Trump cards with me even though you never liked it. Thanks for all those fights you had just because of me be it play ground or school. Thanks for clapping for me in the Morning assembly, even when I used to make mistakes while reading out the Thought of the day. Thanks for not telling Maa & Papa all the secrets (even the recent ones) & Thanks for making me hide my answer papers specially Maths, though I suspect sometimes you told...

No Strings Attached πŸ€—❤️πŸ₯€

Dear Strawberry, I thought of writing this letter long back, I mean a month ago but then, it was tough for me to push myself through all this. All this? Aah sorry, it's cool, never mind πŸ˜‚Though I don't understand how it is cool to break someone and go away? How is it cool to say that everything was a fucking mistake? How is it cool to say everything is over ? And my dear how is it cool to say that it is cool 😐I reminded you many a times, if you remember that don't throw me again in this shit, it was deadly for me the last time but you never heard me. 'MOVE ON', I have started hating this fucking word, that keeps ringing in my mind whenever I talk to someone near and dear.Well against all the odds, I am Happy to see you 'MOVE ON' in no time. Might be you were never close, just overflow of hormones that's it. I seriously get a true feeling of a warrior fighting against all your memories, your promises, your expectations, your dreams and your desires...

Janamdin Mubarak Ho :)

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Kuch baatein kehna chahta tha, Kuch vaade yaad thi, kuch yaad dilana chahta tha, Tum ache hi hoge, khud ko hamesa ye viswas dilvana chahta tha, Apna khayal rakhna, ye paigam tumhe hamesa sunna chahta tha. Aj bhi lagta hai, jaise tum yehi ho, Saari galtiyaan to meri thi, tum hamesa ki tarah sahi ho, Shayad ab toh yaad bhi nahi aate honge hum tumhe, chahe kitni bhi jaruri ho, Hamesa kush rehna, hum nahi toh kya hua, ek awaz dena, chahe kitni bhi duri ho :) Kosish ki bhulane ki, tumhe galat batane ki, Logo ne samjhaya ki tum galat thi aur mai sahi, unhone socha tumse nafrat karvane ki, Aj bhi tumhe yaad kar, aakhe nam ho jati hai, kya jarurat hai ye bhi jatane ki ? Mujhe laga tha tum nahi jaogi, logo ki toh aadat hoti hai satane ki. Janamdin mubarak ho tumhe, hamesa kush rehna, Log toh aayenge jayenge, unka kaam hai kehna, Tumhari masumiyat aur sachai, yehi hai anmol gehna, Dusro ko kush rakhne ke liye, apni khushiyaan aur ummedein kabhi mat sehna. "Tumhe yaad na karke hamesa yaad ka...

She's Magic :)

This is the story of a girl, whom I have recently met, πŸ™Ž A person, better than her, you can't find, let's have a bet, πŸ™‹ Beautiful glittering eyes, you would never like her to wet, πŸ˜‡ She is a like a pure substance, all lattices perfectly set. πŸ˜› It all started by chance, I came close to her anyhow, πŸ™‡ The condition has worsened, spending a second is difficult now, 😟 Even once the thought of being without her, gets stuck on How? πŸ˜‘ Almighty, what a creation of yours, even You would have said "Wow!!!" 😍 She is so good to everyone, 😲 Spending time with her is always fun, πŸ˜‚ Grudges she doesn't have any, no enemies,none, 😎 Many people are there loving her, good deeds,almost all are done. 😊 I wish, I could be with her for long, 😩 Seeing her around me, I feel so strong, πŸ˜‹ I think what should I give her as a memory, a beautiful song? 😜 Almighty, promise me that, you will always take care of her,things must never go wrong. πŸ™ At times, I mis...

The Unspoken Words

Yesterday, while talking to the stars, I asked them "Why?" "What is the reason, Why I made her cry?" No answers came, I could not stop myself, drops fell down, my eyes were no more dry, I don't think she will ever talk to me now, even if I try. Slowly, I heard a voice,a star next to me, it said, "People who are close to you, whom you have already read, Why did you say all those words, even though they were not in your head, Now go, search and find her, before her eyes are more red, Try taking her in your arms, then cursing your confused head." "Does she loves me so much?" ,  a voice came from within , It has been 2 hours since, I talked to her, my messages she has not seen, Why I hurted her so much, so bad I have never been, "How is she ? All is good ?" , seeing the mobile screen ,I was very keen. " Never hurt the person who cares you for" said the shining star, " Hardly matters what will happen tomorrow, why are you ...

Who are You ?

Some people meet you by fate, πŸ˜› Even though you realize it quite late, πŸ˜‘ But liking someone whom you used to hate, 😡 Is liking increasing the temperature without the change of state. πŸ˜… She came in my life as a complain, ✋ I hardly cared, for me, it was of no gain, πŸ‘Ž Things I used to tell her, hardly entered her brain, πŸ˜‰ We almost disliked each other, with easy passing day, grew the hatred chain. πŸ˜” I really don't know What happened and Why? πŸ˜• The lady to whom I always wanted to say Goodbye, πŸ‘‹ Has become someone, for whom I can die, πŸ’“ I send prayers for Her to Almighy, quite high. πŸ™ I am very close to her now, 😍 Though the thought still remains How? 😦 Now its like anything for her, sky is the limit , Dear thou, πŸ‘§ As a person, words I have mere, what should I say, just Wow. πŸ’ Stay blessed and Happy Forever, my Dear, πŸ’« Promises, I can't make many, I fear,  😞 But one thing I can assure you, very clear, πŸ‘ˆ Till the time, I am alive and with ...

Please Come back !!!

Today again I remembered you, 🤗 Moments I recollected ,even though they are few, 😕 Old days when we used to meet, even though the wild wind blew, 🌪️ How are you these days? I don't have any clue. ☹️ Hope you are doing fine, 🙏 Enjoying your life with bread and wine, 🥳 Let each day of yours shine, 🤩 In my prayers even today, you stand first in the line. 😘 It's tough for me to tell you Why? 🤐 Even today I am ready to die, 🤓 Looking high up in the sky, 🙄 As I remember you, my eyes ,they are no longer dry. 😭 I always feel you are near me, 🤗 Trying to find you everywhere with my special key, 🔑 Even in my dreams it's like not I but we, 👫 But at the end you anyhow flee. 💃 Please come back, if possible even now, 🤫 I will welcome you, even today with a bow, &#128...

Akela Ho Gaya Mai - Meri Rachna

Jab bhi apni kidhki se, Kahi dur, Ek udhta jahaz dekhta hu, Dua karta hu, ye mera sandesh le jaye, Ghar par saare log thik hai na? Aate waqt vo puch aaye. Baate kafi hai Dil me, Keh nahi sakta sabhi, Log kafi hai aas paas mere, apna koi nahi, Akela ho gaya hu kafi, bus yaadein hai yehi. Meri dua hai, sabhi ko, aap sabhi kush rahe, Jab yaad karu Mai aapko, aap bhi ek paigam bheje, Duri hai jarur, aur intezar bhi kafi hai, Bhul nahi Jana Kahi, uske alawa har baat ki maafi hai, Man karta hai, kabhi ghum aau apne Desh, Apno se dur reh kar, har mukamal me bhi barbadi hai. Bhej Raha hu dua phir se aaj, Mera paigam mile toh batana, Khayal rakhna aap sab apna, Har pal hasi kushi me bitana, Arey samay ka kya hai, usko toh kat hi hai jana, Har Roz mile na mile hum, mere duayon ka jawab jarur bhejvana... - Michael Shivang

Bachi ka Bday -13th June

As the nurse gave the news 👩🏻‍⚕ Different were the views 🧐 A girl, oh no, many more dues 💰 People told me "you have to accept",  no one is asked to choose 😕 I asked I mother " Why? " 😔 "Will she not cry? " 🤔 "Will she the let the bed dry? " 🤨 "All I asked from you was a brother", I was crying as I looked up at the sky 😭 Unknown I was, what He has gifted to me 😊 A surprise gift that I could barely see 🎁 A sister who not just made me, we 👫 But stood strong, to protect from the bewildering sea 🌊 Today after so many years, I sometimes laugh alone 😃 I wish, we could have never grown 😞 Foolish were those who talked about the dues and loan 😠 A girl child is more than a son, my dear, you have proudly shown 👧🏻 I love ...

Please Come Back 🐝

Last night, a thought struck me by 🤔 Was money the reason she left me why? 😢 Did she never thought that after her I will deeply cry😓 My eyes 👀 fed up of sheding are now finally dry😐 Why did she go?😕 Thousand a times same question in the row😲 I pleaded her, gave a bow🙏 No love she had, nothing to show👐 It's difficult even today to forget🐝 The unspoken words she never said😛 She was not that shy rather afraid😱 She never wanted such things in her head😰 I am happy that today she is fine👸 A loving husband, a lavishing life with red wine🍷 May her stars glitter always and happiness always shine✨ I am dishearted for someone who was never mine😅 I still Love You a lot😘 Thanks for the time with you, I somehow bought😎 Call me once if you need my help, my number hav...

Who I am πŸ™„

Every night before going to bed, My confused mind, I hardly read, Used to ask me questions, quite often it said, "Who are you?", time & again rang the question inside my head. People come to life & go, But only some in their due course hardly know, Why they are sailing through with the row, Life's hardship that were bestowed on them, had no belonging though. I tried finding the answer though it seemed hidden within me, The fruit I am having since ages, being unaware of the tree, However I made an answer for my mind & since then it seemed a bit free, To unlock what I am searching for, I know I will have to pay heavily for the key. Today, when once again, when I sat alone, after a long span, Ignoring all that was happening around me, much more than I can, I could feel something, towards me as it ran, My confused mind said it is unhappy with the answer and now needs a new plan.

Siddat-e-dosti πŸ€—πŸ€—πŸ€—

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Aye mere dost, mere yaar 😘 Tujhse milna hi tha mere zindagi ka sabse bada uphar 🎁 Lamhe jo bitaye hai tere saath, shayad vo na aaye baar baar πŸ˜₯ Magar Yaado ko sanjoya hai maine, unse hai mujhe pyar πŸ’ Bahut kuch sikha hai maine tumse 🀩 Bahut kuch sikhaya hai tumne mujhe 🀠 Dusro ko kush karne ke liye πŸ€“ Khud ko gavaya hai humne jaise 😣 Tera dil bahut bada aur saaf hai ❤️ Mere bhai tu chahta bus insaf hai ☀️ Magar ye muskile, kya tujhe maaf hai? 😯 Dat kar ladna, tera bhai tere saath hai πŸ‘ Jab bhi akela hota hu, sochta hu khas tu hota 😐 Purani baato ko yaad karke shayad mai kabhi nahi rota 😭 Raat bhar tere se baate karta aur shayad kabhi na sota πŸ˜… Jo samay beet raha hai, tere paas hone se shayad unhe bhi na khota πŸ•―️ Tere na hote hue bhi shayad tu mere paas hai πŸ€— Bhai, humari ye dosti, isme jarur kuch toh khas hai πŸ˜‡ Dukhi dil ko le kar bhi tere chehre par kaise ye ullas hai? πŸ€” Shayad tune sachai dekhi hai, har dard ka ehsas hai πŸ‘¨ Khuda se dua karunga, tu...

Finally came that day πŸ™‚

Finally came that day😍 People quite often ask me, why do I even now have something to say😰 I think, I must not explain them my wayπŸ™„ This day on which I will keep on sending my prayers, even though my hairs grow grey πŸ˜… Many Happy Returns of the day to You πŸ‘° I just can't believe it has been years, time just flew😐 I know now you have a lot of responsibilities, though your height never grew😝 Among all your well-wishers, I will stand there forever, even though last in the queueπŸ‘ On this special day of yours, I wish you a Happy married lifeπŸ’‘ You were a great scholar and a friend but now its the time to become an able wifeπŸ‘© Almighy will protect you, dear friend, from all the strife πŸ™ Your soldier is even ready anytime, with my sword and knifeπŸ—‘️πŸ”ͺ I feel blessed even today, when I see you smile😊 Though I won't be able to wish you, I have forgot how to dialπŸ“ž But not to worry, I have a lot of memories of yours and photos in a pile🀳 Nothing has changed for me...

My Chemical Friend :)

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Meeting you, my friend was luck by chance ✌ Though it was destined, so well in advance, It's a story about my Best Friend, who always makes his mark in his first glance πŸ‘Œ I had a great time with him, when we were together with our weird songs and dance. The most genuine person I have met till date πŸ™ˆ Thanks to Almighty, we became good friends just by fate, Even though his lifestyle is quite simple, his words are great πŸ™‡ He has helped me in every venture, the best possible mate. I Thank my present organisation because of which we met πŸ‘ On this special day, I wish him all the success and happiness, his life aim be set, A Champion to the World of Chemistry, he is considered the fastest jet πŸ’₯ He is infact the Gem of a person, it is quite tough for his students, his teachings to forget. He is always there to stand by me, whatever the situation be πŸ’— Being with him, I have always learned a lot, many angles to a situation you can see, Today, discussing my day to day ...

Azadi Mubarak Ho !!!

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Dear All, Belated Happy Independence Day (72nd) Like all of you, even I was busy posting the updates on Whatsapp and Facebook about my country India, photos of our beloved Indian Flag and quotation to show that even though " My name is Khan, I am not at all a Terrorist ". Busy day infact, with my social media world. All the likes and comments and what not. It was around 11:50 pm, almost midnight 15th August, when I came across the above picture and my life came to a standstill. "  EQUALITY OF STATUS AND OPPORTUNITY AND TO PROMOTE THEM AMONG ALL "  A true Indian we are, isnt? We love our nation which can be easily proved from our respective social media pages, how concerned we are about our nation, great indeed. Guys, have you ever stopped a beggar (specially a child) on streets and asked them about the meaning of the word   INDEPENDENCE  ? Have you ever asked them whether they feel proud of living in a country who is celebrating the 72nd year ...

The Unsaid Pain :(

Today I went to have an X-Ray of my Spinal Cord as prescribed by a doctor. After waiting for a while came my number. The attendant asked me to remove my clothes and lay down straight for the X-Ray. His words rang in my ears and for a second but I couldn't get what was he saying. He repeated again "Sirji, kapde khol lijiye and sidhe ho kar lete jayeye". I felt ashamed for a while and then started to undress myself. I was sure for what reason I was getting undressed but still as I was removing my clothes, I started to feel uncomfortable. Finally I got undressed with only my underwear on my body. I was shivering from inside. I was ashamed of lying down and everything was putting a lot of pressure on my mind. A thought popped up just then and then the last thing I remember after the X-Ray was " Bhaiya ji, ho gaya kapde daal lo" The thought that struck me was that of the Prostitutes, The Women spending their whole life in RED LIGHT Area.  Guys, with no offence t...